Sunday, January 26, 2014

Have some Control!

Hello again! I feel like the biggest problem I have ever had is controlling myself. Like when someone hands me a strawberry cupcake or a fresh-baked cookie. Recently, I have found some things that help me, so I decided to pass them on to you.
1. "accidentally" drop the food. - Although it is a bit wasteful, dropping the food is helpful to get rid of unwanted snacks because once you let go, there is no turning back. The food hits the floor, and you're home free.
2. Throw it in the trash when no one is looking- Also wasteful, but very effective, especially if the food is small.
3. Pretend you have somewhere to be that very instant.- You can take the food with you, and dump it in the nearest trashcan.
Sometimes it can be hard to be ana, but stay in control and fight for that body!

Ana's Creed, Prayer, and The Thin Commandments

Ana's creed I believe in control, the only force mighty enough to bring onrder in the chaos that is my world. 

I believe that I am the most vile, worthless an useless person ever have to existed on this planet, and that I am totally unworthy of anyone's time and attention.

I believe in oughts, musts and shoulds, as unbreakable laws to determine my daily behavior.

I believe in perfection and strive to attain it.

I believe in salvation trough starvation.

I believe in calorie counters as the inspired word of god, and memorize then accordingly.

I believe in bathroom scales as an indicator of my daily successes and failures.

I believe in hell, cause sometimes I think I live in it.

I believe in a wholly black an white world, the losing of weight, recrimination for sins, the elongation of the body and a life ever fasting. 

Ana Prayer- Strict is my diet. I must not want. It maketh me to lie down at night hungry. It leadeth me past the confectioners. It trieth my willpower. It leadeth me in the paths of alteration for my figure's sake. Yea, though I walk through the aisles of the pastry department, I will buy no sweet rolls for they are fattening. The cakes and the pies, they tempt me. Before me is a table set with green beans and lettuce. I filleth my stomach with liquids, My day's quota runneth over. Surely calorie and weight charts will follow me all the days of my life, And I will dwell in the fear of the scales forever 

The Thin Commandments 
The Thin Commandments:
1. If you aren't thin you aren't attractive.
2. Being thin is more important than being healthy.
3. You must buy clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, starve yourself, do anything to make yourself look thinner.
4. Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty.
5. Thou shall not eat fattening food without punishing oneself afterwards.
6. Thou shall count calories and restrict intake accordingly.
7. What the scale says is the most important thing.
8. Losing weight is good/gaining weight is bad.
9. You can never be too thin.
10. Being thin and not eating are signs of true will power and success.


A little bit about me

Hello! I'm 17, on-again off-again ana for around a year and a half.
Height 5'11"
SW-160
GW1- 145
GW2-135
GW3-125
UGW-115
Lowest ever hit- 141
I'm also a dancer. :)

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