Hello again! I feel like the biggest problem I have ever had is controlling myself. Like when someone hands me a strawberry cupcake or a fresh-baked cookie. Recently, I have found some things that help me, so I decided to pass them on to you.
1. "accidentally" drop the food. - Although it is a bit wasteful, dropping the food is helpful to get rid of unwanted snacks because once you let go, there is no turning back. The food hits the floor, and you're home free.
2. Throw it in the trash when no one is looking- Also wasteful, but very effective, especially if the food is small.
3. Pretend you have somewhere to be that very instant.- You can take the food with you, and dump it in the nearest trashcan.
Sometimes it can be hard to be ana, but stay in control and fight for that body!
Sunday, January 26, 2014
Ana's Creed, Prayer, and The Thin Commandments
Ana's creed I believe in control, the only force mighty enough to bring onrder in the chaos that is my world.
I believe that I am the most vile, worthless an useless person ever have to existed on this planet, and that I am totally unworthy of anyone's time and attention.
I believe in oughts, musts and shoulds, as unbreakable laws to determine my daily behavior.
I believe in perfection and strive to attain it.
I believe in salvation trough starvation.
I believe in calorie counters as the inspired word of god, and memorize then accordingly.
I believe in bathroom scales as an indicator of my daily successes and failures.
I believe in hell, cause sometimes I think I live in it.
I believe in a wholly black an white world, the losing of weight, recrimination for sins, the elongation of the body and a life ever fasting.
I believe that I am the most vile, worthless an useless person ever have to existed on this planet, and that I am totally unworthy of anyone's time and attention.
I believe in oughts, musts and shoulds, as unbreakable laws to determine my daily behavior.
I believe in perfection and strive to attain it.
I believe in salvation trough starvation.
I believe in calorie counters as the inspired word of god, and memorize then accordingly.
I believe in bathroom scales as an indicator of my daily successes and failures.
I believe in hell, cause sometimes I think I live in it.
I believe in a wholly black an white world, the losing of weight, recrimination for sins, the elongation of the body and a life ever fasting.
A little bit about me
Hello! I'm 17, on-again off-again ana for around a year and a half.
Height 5'11"
SW-160
GW1- 145
GW2-135
GW3-125
UGW-115
Lowest ever hit- 141
I'm also a dancer. :)
Height 5'11"
SW-160
GW1- 145
GW2-135
GW3-125
UGW-115
Lowest ever hit- 141
I'm also a dancer. :)
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